she found out

after 2 months, u finally found out i was sending emails. i don't blame you for not realising what i was doing. i guess half of me also wanted you to find it out later. it's different sending you mails knowing you will check it in future. well maybe it gave me the courage to write things i normally wouldn't write if i knew you were here. but i am glad you found out, at least now you know i was thinking of you for the past few months. i mean everything i write, just wanted you to know.