Friday, November 30, 2007

where are u

it is like i never talked to u today..
and like u never reply the sms-es i sent..
nothing..
not a whiff of u today..
hai..
am i just being overly aggressive..
sometimes i really can't help myself for being too possessive either..
do u know i miss u like crazy??
i just need a hug from u..
anything..
something to help me stop thinking of u so much..
work was so boring today..
i kept looping our song on my mobile..
trying to imagine u by my side..
whatever..
it doesn't matter..
i don't care anymore..

* when life gets the best of me..
** i just think of you..

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

I Think Of You

u asked me to download this song for u..
i almost didn't have the chance to send it to u..
after 3 months we finally get to meet again..
yet u are going to leave before i can even finish hugging u..
i felt so sad and almost cried when u left me the 1st time..
but this time i feel much much stronger..
as there is definitely no happily ever after for us..
i shall cherish dearly the moments and memories we created..
and forever remember the times we spent together..

my temper..
your loudness..
my stubbornness..
your un-lady-like-ness..
my jokes..
your cute face..

i guess i will remember our relationship as a 'gik' (กิ๊ก)..
in thai it would mean a casual boyfriend and girlfriend relationship..
in singapore it would mean a fling..
fate allowed and the heavens were kind to us..
i am so thankful i got to meet u a 2nd time..
but as u are going to leave me once again..
all i can do is pray that we will be reunited soon..
this shall be our song..
the song which i will remember u by..

" Tata Young - I Think Of You

When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused

When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do

Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe

Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do

Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear

I think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you "


* Love is remembrance, even though you are gone, my heart still remembers you..
** Sometimes I open up my chest of memories, and hope to keep them locked in my heart forever..

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

happy birthday to CWT

even though i remember it every year..
i never once wished u after all these years..
Happy Birthday to U Yesterday..

* did u know, u were my 2nd crush in secondary school ??
** that was 10 years ago, i still remember, i still do..

Sunday, November 18, 2007

Time To Grow Up

i just met up with 2 of my friends from university..
it's been awhile since i've seen them..
we had so much catching up to do over dinner at coffee club..
both of them are already working..
and it made me feel weird talking to them..
everybody who went uni with me are all working hard..
unlike me..
who is wasting his life and youth away..
time to wake up boy..
your battle is about to begin..
no more dreaming and thinking of enjoying life..

* suddenly i feel so motivated to start working..
** please let this feeling continue to grow in me..