Day 178 - Ai Xin Noodles

it's 4.20am and I can't sleep.. I keep thinking of cc..
after 6 months she finally realised I was interested in her..
haha.. well I didn't make the first move..
hmmm but I guess everything just happened naturally..
thanks to my two lovely mentees who added so much fire..

drank a lot today with cc..
then started asking her whether she is ok with me smoking weed..
can't believe she actually said she will try it with me..
is this a dream come true?

was holding her hands and walking to buy beer..
not my first time holding her..
the first time was at nuss..
haha actually I think she already secretly liked me..
was holding 2 big bags of beer..
when she asked me whether she could hold one bag..
so I could hold her hand..
that was damn smooth girl.. haha
like shooting an arrow straight into my heart..
fuck I am so awake just thinking about this..

sent her home in the taxi just now..
she was sleeping soundly in my arms..
her face gently brushing my cheeks..
I was wishing the taxi took 1hr to reach her place..
hahaha..

she invited me up to her place..
and cooked ai xin instant noodles for me..
lol. I seriously was hungry..
but at the same time..
was using that as an excuse to spend more time with her..
she interrogated me for like 30 mins..
reminding me of all the small things I did in the past..
just to catch her attention..
making stupid comments to make her laugh..
indirectly making the first move..
haha.. really pichar my lobang sia..

it has been awhile since I had that feeling
the feeling that makes your heart flutter..
can't let her know..
don't want her to find out..
I think I think. I think maybe. Just maybe. haha

* cc do u have a plaster?
** I just scrapped my knee falling for you..

haha that was the best line of the night..
well done teddy.. haha.. well done