Tuesday, January 29, 2008

I Dreamt of You

i just had one of my best dreams ever in station..
it was a lovely dream about miss xx..
even until now..
the dream seems so surreal..
that i can still imagine her by my side..
can't really remember how the dream started..
but it was something like..
miss xx suddenly came to my house with some friends..
i think she was in distress because it was raining..
just being in her presence made me so happy..
i think i sat beside miss xx and tried to comfort her..
the next moment she was crying in my arms..
oh my gosh..
i was like so surprised..
cause the miss xx i knew would never do that..
but i guess at that point..
i didn't know i was dreaming..
afterwards the memories are a little fuzzy..
i think i held her hand and hugged her tightly..
then i think she snuggled comfortably in my embrace and fell asleep..
i was like oh my god..
please stay like this forever can..
i think soon after miss xx and i woke up in the dream..
we had to go to school or some place..
all the while she wouldn't let go of my hand..
and wanted me to gently lead her along..
i was more than willing to do just that..
even though we never kissed or proceeded further..
hehe..
i was so contended just by looking at this cute angel..
that i thought belonged to me at that time..
later we walked here and there..
and she never once left my side..
it was like..
heaven..
hehe..
something i never experienced before..
pretty hard to describe in words..
however in the end..
i can't remember what she said..
or what we talked about..
but there was so much GFE that for an instant..
for a moment..
that magical moment..
i really really thought we were like..
haha..
u know..
together..
or something like that..
keke..
miss xx was exactly how i had imagined her..
lovely..
dainty..
sweet..
and just pure innocence..
gagagaga..
what more can i ask for..
i'm glad my wish somewhat came true..
even though its only wishful thinking..

* i think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long..
** if we're in each other’s dreams, we can be together all the time..

Monday, January 14, 2008

you are..?

You Are An ENFJ

The Giver
You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed. Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections. Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down. You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine.

In love, you are very protective and supporting. However, you do need to "feel special" - and it's quite easy for you to get jealous.

At work, you are a natural leader. You can help people discover their greatest potential. You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist.

How you see yourself: Trusting, idealistic, and expressive

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Bossy, inappropriate, and loud

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Dream Gal Dream

mei mei went to sion for afternoon service today..
after such a long long time away..
and i just woke up with a pretty vivid dream..
it has also been a long long time since i dreamt of dream gal..
she was playing hard to get as usual..
seems no difference in the dream and in real life..
hai..
maybe i am and will never be good enough for her..

updates from mei mei who just came back from sion..
dream gal has grown even taller..
but looks a little fragile..
meow meow has grown fatter and uglier..
her face looks like it has been punched in..
and her nose seems crooked..
benny is wearing thick black specs with high collar polo tees..
someone please tell him that fashion is over..
like Helleo! Stop copying u know who..
guocheng - still fat and caring..

even though i was trying so hard in the dream..
i still failed to get dream gal's attention..
not succeeding in any aspects..
guess it was a pretty shitty and lousy dream afterall..
i really miss dream gal..
i hope we can go out for a meal again..
but probably not anytime soon..
not when that retarded pot of rice is around..
haha..
i will be patiently and silently waiting..

17th century Christian mystical writings describing the God experience (Warning: Super Chim-ology):
* inflaming transubstantiations; super-essential unions; abyssal liquefactions..
** deific confrications; meridian holocausts in a visceral and medullar penetrability..