19 December 2016

we are officially together..
surprised baby with a bouquet of pink and champagne roses..
baby was so surprised and touched..
i never asked her..
didn't spoke a word..
but wrote her a card..
"Be my baby?"
and baby nodded her head..
and kissed my lips..
hehe..

love to surprise baby and see her amazed face..
baby was expecting i would ask her to be my gf in 2017..
why would i wait so long when i am already madly in love with u..
baby baby..
i really hope i can make u so happy everyday..
i want to tell u that i will take care of u..
and shower u with all my love and concern..
i am going to surprise u even more..
just wait and see..

i don't want u to be lonely ever again..
now that u have me..
i will always be by your side..
want to share all your troubles and worries..
if u face any difficulties with work..
or if people in the office give u a hard time..
hehe just let me know..
and teddy will settle everything for u..
haha if i can la of course..

all started from nuss 2 dec when u first held my hand..
then at kenji house 10 dec when i secretly told u i have feelings for u..
now its 19 dec..
and u are now my baby..
i can kiss u and hug u and pinch u everyday now..
whenever i need some love..
i know baby will be there to give me  give me all her love..
u have made my last 3 weeks so damn fucking happy..
and i am always smiling in the office..
smiling when i see your text messages..
smiling when u call me on Line..
smiling when u video call me..
hehe i just can't stop smiling..

i really hope u will be the last girl i will ever need..
the last girl i will ever be with..
and so our fairy tale starts from today..
i hope it will go on and on and on forever..
i love u..

*i fell in love with u the second i laid eyes on u.. it had nothing to do with the way u looked..
** there was something in your eyes, then i found out what was in your heart..

Kena Caught

felt like a celebrity today..
today went on a secret lunch date with cc..
at queensway shopping center..
after eating mac..
we were puffing outside..
some stupid idiot staff actually took a picture of us from far..
haha..
fuck..
KENA CAUGHT RED-HANDED..
now i know how a celebrity feels..
just minding your own business then suddenly u appear in a magazine..
lol..
well..
i guess i'ts ok if other people know about us now..

guess we are going to be lovers soon..
cc broke my streak..
she kept insisting that she didn't make the first move on me..
haha..
well i was already secretly in love with her for a few months..
made so many comments about her..
trying so hard to catch her attention..
hmmm..
so lonely for the last 10 months..
nobody will ever know..
and i will never let anybody know..
i don't want to go through that again..
so happy finally someone managed to find me..
to lead me out of this wilderness..
i don't want to be lonely again..

baby..
please take good care of me..
i can feel that u really show me alot of concern..
just going out with you..
i know that you will be very nice to me..
i love when cc takes food for me..
i love when cc laughs at my jokes..
i love when cc teases me about the sweet things i say to her..
i love when cc remembers the things that i do to try and catch her attention..
hehe baby i love u..
i promise i will also take good care of u..
and starve u so that u will lose 10KG.. HAHAHA

going to miss u for the next 3 days when u go back to the sabah jungle..
haha..
but at least baby gave me the first kiss on my cheeks..
before she left..
lol..
can i call u baby yet.. or still cc..
haha..
nah i have already fallen in love with u..
you are now my baby..

baby told me today that i still have not asked her to be her bf.. i replied

* i already asked your heart and it said yes. dun need to ask the person..

HAHAHA.. best line of the day..

Day 178 - Ai Xin Noodles

it's 4.20am and I can't sleep.. I keep thinking of cc..
after 6 months she finally realised I was interested in her..
haha.. well I didn't make the first move..
hmmm but I guess everything just happened naturally..
thanks to my two lovely mentees who added so much fire..

drank a lot today with cc..
then started asking her whether she is ok with me smoking weed..
can't believe she actually said she will try it with me..
is this a dream come true?

was holding her hands and walking to buy beer..
not my first time holding her..
the first time was at nuss..
haha actually I think she already secretly liked me..
was holding 2 big bags of beer..
when she asked me whether she could hold one bag..
so I could hold her hand..
that was damn smooth girl.. haha
like shooting an arrow straight into my heart..
fuck I am so awake just thinking about this..

sent her home in the taxi just now..
she was sleeping soundly in my arms..
her face gently brushing my cheeks..
I was wishing the taxi took 1hr to reach her place..
hahaha..

she invited me up to her place..
and cooked ai xin instant noodles for me..
lol. I seriously was hungry..
but at the same time..
was using that as an excuse to spend more time with her..
she interrogated me for like 30 mins..
reminding me of all the small things I did in the past..
just to catch her attention..
making stupid comments to make her laugh..
indirectly making the first move..
haha.. really pichar my lobang sia..

it has been awhile since I had that feeling
the feeling that makes your heart flutter..
can't let her know..
don't want her to find out..
I think I think. I think maybe. Just maybe. haha

* cc do u have a plaster?
** I just scrapped my knee falling for you..

haha that was the best line of the night..
well done teddy.. haha.. well done