Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Told You So

there is no such things as friends only..
between a guy and a gal..
i mean..
ya u might start off as being friends..
but after awhile..
if nothing happens..
then the guy and gal will just slowly drift apart..
it happens all the time..
see i told u right from the start..
and u didn't believe me..
look at us now..
just loooooook at us..
our emails in the office are like so minimal now..
u don't really reply my sms anymore..
even to the extend of just deleting it..
call u also never get to talk much..
i knew it..
i already envisioned it right from the start..
but u just never believed me..
i mean..
it probably doesn't affect u much right..
u probably see me as just another guy..
u don't know right..
but i feel that maybe in a few more weeks time..
i'll just stop emailing u..
or smsing u ..
or calling u..
sigh..

gradually u became more and more cute..
from an auntifed-bad-sense-of-dressing gal..
i find u so adorable right now..
i just feel so happy spending time with u..
i love to tease u..
and u always make me laugh..
but..
look at us now..
just when i thought..
maybe there was a chance for something more..
hmmmm..
ya right..

everything feels so forced from u now..
u just seem so reluctant with everything..
i mean..
not like u don't go out with me or wat..
it's just that u don't show the same amount of enthusiasm..
compared to the first time we went out..
maybe i'm just expecting more from u..
and u probably started feeling a little bored of me liao..
i don't blame u..
cause i guess everybody is just like that..
things just sort of tone down after awhile..
if you don't start having that special feeling for each other..

i told u already..
i like to feel exclusive..
i like to be treated special..
and now..
i don't feel special..
i don't feel exclusive..
haha..
so it's okie..
i hope u continue on with your life, your friends and your work..
i will just go back to when u weren't around..
it's cool..
don't worry..
it's not u..
it's F**KING me..

* love is just like fishing..
** once you let it go, the fish will look like it's bigger..

Thursday, September 11, 2008

cute thai gal

finally got her number..
hehe..
after like wat..
1 and a half months..
tina supattana..
pretty cute..
dresses quite well..
and can speak very good english..
was introduced to her when i first joined..
but we only had lunch together once..
IN A GROUP (chey!)..
and that's it..
email her sometimes..
but she's not really the chatty type..
somemore found out from her..
she has a bf studying in US..
i mean..
not that surprising also..
she was sick today..
then a handsome prince brought her some medicine..
haha..
used the chance to ask for her number..
msg her liao at night..
but received a super formal business like reply..
sigh..
doesn't matter..
she's an AAAAAAAAAAA only anyway..
hahahah..
been meeting so many As recently..
is it the A season now?..
hahahahah
so bored..
no affection for a few months now..
NO HUGS, NO KISSES, NO CUDDLES..
wtf man..
so F***ing boring..
LOL !!!

* there is a dark side to male sexuality that operates on an intrinsically primitive level..
** unleash it and you cannot help but see evidence of raw, uncontrollable emotion..

Monday, September 08, 2008

FUCKING FAT BITCH

SENIOR BIG FUCK IS IT..
U THINK U ARE ALL IT RIGHT..
FUCKING CUNT..
POWER CRAZY BITCH..
ALWAYS WANT TO BE IN CONTROL OF EVERYTHING..
LET ME TELL U SOMETHING U FUCK..
THE OTHERS MIGHT BOW DOWN TO YOUR SHIT..
BUT DON'T EVEN THINK I WILL GIVE IN TO U..
WANT TO BAO DOU PEOPLE..
USE YOUR FUCKING BRAINS ABIT..
U THINK TALKING BEHIND MANAGER'S BACK..
I WON'T KNOW IS WHO..
FUCK U LA CUNT..
U'RE THE ONLY FUCKHEAD THAT WILL DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT..
FUCK U CUNT..
FUCK U U FUCKING CIBAI MOTHER FUCKING CUNT..
I CURSE U..
I CURSE YOUR FUCKING FAMILY..
I CURSE U GET KNOCKED DOWN BY A FUCKING LORRY..
I CURSE YOUR BROTHER GET FUCKING AIDS..
I CURSE YOUR FATHER LOSE HIS FUCKING JOB..
I CURSE EVERYBODY IN YOUR FUCKING FAMILY..
MOTHER FUCKING BITCH..
SO FUCKING FAT AND FUCKING UGLY..
LOOK AT YOURSELF IN THE FUCKING MIRROR..
U THINK EVERYBODY LIKES U IS IT..
IT'S JUST THAT NOBODY WANTS TO HURT YOUR FUCKING FEELINGS..
SO FAT AND UGLY..
STILL ACT AS IF U'RE LIKE SOME HOT SHOT..
WORK LONG SO WHAT..
SENIOR SO WHAT..
CAN DO WORK SO WHAT..
EVERYBODY JUST FUCKING PITY YOU..
BORN SO UGLY..
I THINK EVEN IF I HIRE BANGALAH TO RAPE YOU..
NONE WILL WANT TO FUCKING DO IT..
U FUCK SHIT ASS CUNT BITCH FACE..
KKN PUA CIBAI..
PUA LAN PA..
THAT'S U BITCH..
NOTHING MORE THAN A FUCKING CIBAI..

* IF I EVER HAVE A DAUGHTER HALF AS UGLY AS YOU..
** I WILL FUCKING DISOWN HER..