Told You So

there is no such things as friends only..
between a guy and a gal..
i mean..
ya u might start off as being friends..
but after awhile..
if nothing happens..
then the guy and gal will just slowly drift apart..
it happens all the time..
see i told u right from the start..
and u didn't believe me..
look at us now..
just loooooook at us..
our emails in the office are like so minimal now..
u don't really reply my sms anymore..
even to the extend of just deleting it..
call u also never get to talk much..
i knew it..
i already envisioned it right from the start..
but u just never believed me..
i mean..
it probably doesn't affect u much right..
u probably see me as just another guy..
u don't know right..
but i feel that maybe in a few more weeks time..
i'll just stop emailing u..
or smsing u ..
or calling u..
sigh..

gradually u became more and more cute..
from an auntifed-bad-sense-of-dressing gal..
i find u so adorable right now..
i just feel so happy spending time with u..
i love to tease u..
and u always make me laugh..
but..
look at us now..
just when i thought..
maybe there was a chance for something more..
hmmmm..
ya right..

everything feels so forced from u now..
u just seem so reluctant with everything..
i mean..
not like u don't go out with me or wat..
it's just that u don't show the same amount of enthusiasm..
compared to the first time we went out..
maybe i'm just expecting more from u..
and u probably started feeling a little bored of me liao..
i don't blame u..
cause i guess everybody is just like that..
things just sort of tone down after awhile..
if you don't start having that special feeling for each other..

i told u already..
i like to feel exclusive..
i like to be treated special..
and now..
i don't feel special..
i don't feel exclusive..
haha..
so it's okie..
i hope u continue on with your life, your friends and your work..
i will just go back to when u weren't around..
it's cool..
don't worry..
it's not u..
it's F**KING me..

* love is just like fishing..
** once you let it go, the fish will look like it's bigger..