Farewell My Love

i sent u off today at the airport..
hugged u a final time before allowing u to leave..
u seemed so anxious to enter the departure gate..
i feel alright..
not as sad as the last time..
i say it as if i am really proud i am not affected..
trust me..
i am feeling a little down..
and i am already missing u..
but i have told myself i won't think of u as much..
i am glad we took many photos today..
u looked so so so beautiful..
somehow i wish i can wake up to your lovely face every morning..
darling..
u are so beautiful..
much more than last time..
and i'm sure even more the next time i see you..
i am so tempted to post your picture up here..
however i won't..
it is only for me and me only..
your pretty face shall be owned by me alone..
u said u might come back again in december..
i can't wait..
can't wait to embrace u in my arms again..
farewell for now..
my baby max..

* you don't love a gal because she is beautiful..
** she is beautiful because you love her..