Wednesday, August 22, 2007

my love

dearest baby,
You should be on the way back to Thailand by the time you are reading this. Are you thinking of me as much as i am thinking of you? Are you missing me so dearly you feel like crying? Baby i am missing you so much right now, it is tearing me up inside. But missing you could turn from pain to pleasure, if i know you are missing me too. The last 2 weeks went by as though it was a tragic dream. As i look back on all that’s happened, i can’t help but remember the times we spent together, the times when we hugged and laughed together. As i look back on those days, i realise how much i truly miss you and how much i have fallen in love with you. Where you used to be, there is now a hole in the world, which i find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell. While the past may be gone forever, whatever the future holds, i am thankful i had those memories of you. Despite the numerous times i got angry or ask you to forget about me, how i wish i can hold u tightly in my arms one last time and never ever let go. Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and seconds we were there. Now that you are no longer by my side, i don’t know whether to feel sad you are gone or be happy that we had the opportunity to meet each other. But whenever i start feeling sad because i miss you, i will remind myself how lucky i am to have someone so special to miss. There are times when i don’t understand what you are saying or trying to tell me, yet deep down i always feel something pleasant about you. I want to ask you about your dreams, your ambition, your goals in life, i want to know more about your family, your life in Thailand, everything about you. Yet we are unable to communicate at that level. As the days and months shall past by hereafter, i may forget what you said, but i will never forget how you made me feel. A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it’s you and me together forever and never apart, maybe in distance, but never in heart. You know somebody and he cries for you. He stays awake at night and dreams of you. I bet you never even know he does, but someone is crying for you. People so seldom say i love you and then it’s either too late or love goes. So when i tell you i love you, it doesn’t mean i know you will never go, only that i wish you didn’t have to.

Remember me and smile, for it is better to forget than remember me and cry.
If fate allows and the heavens are kind to us, we shall meet again, my love.

I love you baby.

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