the teh-ing sparrow

well it's been almost 1 month now..
since i started going out with little sparrow..
hmmm..
wat should i say..
in the beginning..
she would just talk and talk..
go on non-stop about anything..
i've told her i prefer gals that don't talk so much..
well..
not 'I LIKE GALS THAT DON'T TALK SO MUCH'..
hahah..
maybe more like i hinted her..
and then u know wat..
gradually she started talking less..
well..
not like some mute or wat la..
more understanding..
maybe more willing to listen..
when i talk..
she will listen more..
hehe..
don't know..
of course i like it more compared to before..

i am starting to feel some sort of chemistry with her..
hahah..
never felt it at the start..
not really the love or like type..
maybe more of the i am interested in you..
let's hang out or just go do something together..
i enjoy her company..
she's kind of obedient in some sense..
willing to let me tease her..
but will like pinch me so hard when she admits defeat..
hahah..
somewhat cute..
i also told her i like the teh-ing type of gals..
then she said something like..
she can be very teh also..
hahah..
i challenged her to teh me..
and she went like..
'darling.. how ah.. i don't know ah..'
hahahahahaha..
I LIKED IT..
kekekek..
but..
but but..
i didn't dare to express it too much..
or enjoyed it too excessively..
lol..
in case like..
like like..
wat if i accidentally..
u know..
hahaha..

hmmmm..
sometimes i wonder if she is like..
trying to change a little..
since she knows that i can be so picky..
so stubborn about certain things..
complain about this and that..
don't know if she is purposely doing it to please me..
or just being nicer or more accommodating..
hahaha..
well i hope she is doing it purposely..
but then..
but then..
hahaha..
sigh..

we can really joke and tease each other..
but sometimes i wonder if she thinks i'm too boy boy..
i have to admit i can be quite childish at times..
i told her i use to teh my ex gfs..
then she was like..
don't think i like lor..
hahah..

that night we went to orchard for dinner..
picked her up from her hse..
well she was wearing quite a cute tube dress..
with a little lovely butterfly belt..
finally something nice..
after so many tries..
hahaha
i mean..
in case u didn't know..
i really like gals showing their shoulders..
hahah..
i just think it's so hot can..
RRRRrrr..
but..
BUT BUT BUT..
sigh..
it just emphasized her well..
not so endowed areas..
hahahah...
HAI...
i feel a little sad..
i mean..
it's OKIE to be LIKE u KNOW..
but but..
i just wished sometimes it was..
HAI..
U KNOW..
hahaha..
anyway..
was like staring at her across the table during dinner..
hmmm..
her looks are starting to grow on me..
abit meaty cheeks..
round squarish face.. (WTF??.. HAHA!!)
i wish your hair was a little longer..
maybe can change the colour abit too..

WAIT!!!!!!..
wat the heck man..
wat am i trying to say..
i mean..
i mean..
hahaha..
wah kao..
u talk as if u're like so into her man..
hahah..

little sparrow has alot of guy friends..
and she doesn't seem to like to talk much about them..
whenever i prod her for more details..
she will go..
erhh.. ahhh.. u know..
like that lor..
hahaha..
not jealous or wat la..
just that maybe..
hmmm..
i don't feel so very that special..
as she's probably treating most of the guys like that..
ah ya..
maybe i'm just feeling frustrated that..
i have not 'seduced' her enough yet..
and that she still hasn't fallen under my charm
ahahahaha..
well not that i'm TRYING HARD to do that..
hahah..
it's just that..
maybe i am somewhat trying a little..
lol..
wat am i even talking sia..
kao kao kao..
don't know la..
AM I STARTING TO SOUND ABIT CONFUSED???
ROARRRRRRrrrr...

* dreams are like stars, you may never touch them..
** but if you follow them, they will lead you to your destiny..