MEMORIES !!!

sigh.. having exams...
stress and boring...
no mood to blog...
can't stop thinking of u in the library..
i've already failed one subject...
how many more am i going to fail?..

i guess u must be studying like mad..
4 HDs as usual?... or maybe 3 HDs and 1 D?..

u know.. maybe i am writing too much..
saying something i am unable to do..
thinking of something that is only a dream..

i give up.. i GIVE UP...
u are never here when i need u...
always missing when i need to hear your voice..
they are here too.. waiting for me to let my guard down..
i told you before.. as long as they are here..
you will only be a dream.. my dream...

why dream a dream when that dream is only a dream...
why love a gal when the person you love is only yourself..
why write all these when you can't give her anything anymore...

*i still go ga-ga whenever i read what i wrote for you a few years back...
i have changed.. but my feelings for you have not...

Love was what I felt when I first saw you
I never had the guts to admit it to myself.
Now I can only suffer in silence, wishing that you knew.

How I wish I could be with you day after day.
U bring joy and laughter into my life.
I love you, more than words could ever say.

Zhen De Zhen De Hen Ai Ni.
Hope that one day you might give me a chance.
Everyday I pray alone in the dark,
N wish that someday I would be able to win your heart.

8 Jan 2002