Farewell - The Girl with No Emotions

it might take a lifetime to love someone.. but it only takes a moment to stop loving you..
have i tried?.. maybe not hard enough..
have i changed?.. maybe not to your liking..
have i asked for your love?.. maybe you did not even give me a chance..

does it matter?.. of course it does..
you were my dream.. my hope.. someone whom i knew will make me smile..
but at the same time.. you made me depressed..
you made me feel useless.. small and insignificant..
beside you.. i was always the side kick.. the one that made you look even better..
why then.. did you not look over..
why then.. did you not get the hostel phone..
why then.. did you ask me to do the fucking survey..
it might mean nothing to you.. but it means everything to me..

u know.. i don't want to say any nasty things about you..
cause there is none.. and maybe deep down inside i still have some feelings for you..
but then right now.. i'm ready to start a new life back here..
i've stopped the things i'm supposed too..
maybe not all.. but at least it is better than before..

i've loved you with all my heart..
but now.. i'm ready to completely forget about you..
even your best friend ask me to give up.. maybe you were dropping hints to me all along
it's alright then.. i'm ready to let go..

*it took me 10 mins to delete 200 of your sms..
but only 1 min to unwrap the remaining alphabets of your name..