back to earth

2 weeks.. i was flying high..
i thought i was the man.. everything seemed like a dream..
the money i won at the casino..
u cannot even imagine..

but everything was taken away in one day..
that's the life.. my artifical life..
the pointless things i do..
so what?.. it lasted only 2 weeks..
what's going to happen now?..
u're no more the man.. u're back to ten dollars in your wallet..
what are u going to eat tomorrow?..

i was eating like a king yesterday..
went to the grocery store and spent like 50 bucks..

this is pointless.. i imagined the life without you..
if i cannot be with you.. i would choose that life..
it doesn't matter.. you wouldn't know about it anyway..

u will see me as a ghost.. seeing the things i want you to see..
don't worry.. i will be fine..
at least that is what you will see.. i promise u..
i guarantee you..