me and miss xx

do u feel that sometimes days just seem to pass by so fast..
that time is always one step ahead of us..
we very often forget the wonderful things that happened before..
choosing instead to focus on the small and insignificant matters..
lovely times we had become memories the moment it happens..

i had great friends..
people that love me so much..
yet i refuse to change my sad view of this world..

anyway this post if for miss xx..
re-read the testimonal u wrote for me 2 years back..
realised it wasn't the first time u sent me the message..
do u really love me..
maybe a little..
maybe as a good friend..
maybe more than some others..
all of a sudden i have the urge to tell u..
that i love u too..
maybe a little..
maybe as a good friend..
maybe more than some others..
our friendship is growing..
slowly.. not fading..
i saw some photos of me in your friendster..
it made me smile..
i really wonder if it is just like what u said..
that we are good friends..
not a little more?...

u like guys that are not emotional..
u like guys that are independent..
u like guys that make u laugh..
u like guys that are not like my cousin or paul..
u like guys that are like me..
haha.. am i too proud to make a statement like that..

the times we went out..
the lunches we had before church..
the hahas i have in my phone sms..
i will remember them..
i really like that..
really really.. so really.. very really..
i dream that maybe.. someday.. one day..
something will happen..
something lovely..
something sweet..
something beautiful..
something miraclous..
something wonderful..

*ah.. my miss xx..
QX LOVES YOU!!