Heaven

dream gal's father has returned to his heavenly home..
to rest in the arms of god..
my condolences goes out to dream gal and her whole family..
i've never met dream gal's father in real life..
times when he was sick and in hospital..
not once i took the effort to go visit him..
and now i don't have the chance anymore..
life's like that..
it is about the things u wanted to do but didn't..
it is about the changes u might have made but didn't..
it is about the words u could have said but didn't..
dream gal told me i was similar to her father..
his bad habits.. drinking and smoking..
are u showing me my future uncle?..
i am sadden.. scared and afraid..
yet i still dwell in this hell hole of mine..
forgive me heavenly father..

*rest in peace uncle..
**your wife and 3 daughters will be just fine..