Mozi Ge Li

a: r u sure u don't like miss xx..
b: what do u think..
a: it sure doesn't look like it..
b: why do u think so..
a: if u don't like her.. why do u keep going out with her..
b: u don't need to like someone then u can go out with her..
a: but that's not the way u act sometimes..
b: how do i act..
a: u know.. like that..
b: like what..
a: u enjoy her company..
b: yes i admit i do.. but..
a: but what.. why r u trying to deny it..
b: i'm not.. i'm not sure of my feelings..
a: just because she said it was impossible between the both of u all..
b: it's not that..
a: then what is it..
b: she kind of have feelings for another person..
a: and so what.. if u like her u have to let her know..
b: it's pointless.. i mean..
a: no.. what do u mean..
b: i don't want to give her more things to worry about..
a: cause she said it would make her scared..
b: yah.. something like that..
a: it's turning out to be like dream gal..
b: i mean isn't it obvious how the way i treat her..
a: so.. u never say anything.. what do u think she would think..
b: she's too young for me..
a: is that another one of your excuses..
b: i wonder.. probably..
a: u r scared too aren't u..
b: scared about what..
a: scared that u would just get disappointed again..
b: hmm.. sometimes i think i'm not good enough for her..
a: that's the same excuse u gave about dream gal..
b: it's true what.. isn't it..
a: i don't think so..
b: but i do.. considering all the shit in my life..
a: and ben is not that big a shit..
b: haha.. at least that shit can make dream gal happy..
a: i feel that he is working harder than u are..
b: i'm just a lazy bum..
a: i know.. and u expect miracles to just fall out from the sky..
b: i've never worked hard for anything in my life..
a: that's a lie.. u did..
b: have i..
a: this is just another one of the many excuses u always give yourself..
b: u think too highly of me.. i always look in the mirror and..
a: and what..
b: i see a useless piece of shit..
a: haha.. that's cute.. stop lowering the expectations u have for yourself..
b: what's the point of aiming so high.. when u only fall harder when it fails..
a: excuses.. just more and more excuses..
b: but do u think miss xx likes me..
a: it doesn't matter.. she won't and will never if u continue to act like this..
b: that's the problem with church gals..
a: nope.. that's your problem with church gals..
b: i seem to only like church gals.. but i'm never good enough for them..
a: that's what u think.. do u even know what they think..
b: i don't care.. u're making me sick..
a: can't handle the truth..
b: it sucks.. big time.. and it hurts.. worst than anything..
a: hai.. talk to u another time..
b: ah..