think too much

u know how sometimes u see something that u want..
be it a pair of shoes or a bag or whatever..
although u think it looks cool or flashy..
u might ponder whether the shoes fit u or not..
it seems expensive however u already start to like it..
somewhere in your brain u think a little of owning it..
u don't give it too much hope..
but continue to like look around..
wondering about the other pairs u've seen before..
then when u finally decided u want that pair of shoes..
the shop tells u that it has already been taken..
u go like damn..
i just knew that those shoes weren't meant for me..
it's weird that i even actually thought of buying it..
then u go like ya lor ya lor..
only thought a little ma..
when u probably have thought too much..
heheh.. yeah.. big ego still intact..
got better shoes waiting for me..

* goodbye.. nice flashy shoes..
** u weren't meant for me anyway..