gone baby gone

it's over..
she chose another asshole over me..
come on..
i can be an asshole if u need one..
haha..
horrible bitch..
didn't reply my smses or pick up my calls for 2 days..
i kept it to a minimum though..
only 2 sms per day..
and just 1 fucking miss call..
at least i preserved somewhat of my ego..
in the end..
it was just..
'sorry, i hope u find another better girlfriend'..
like hello..
i do like u..
but we are not even a thing yet...
hmmm..
just comforting myself..
flew so high..
but feeling kind of sad right now..
so what part of me u didn't like..
was i not funny enough?..
was i not patient to u?..
or did i not spend alot of money on u?..
somehow i keep thinking it's about the money part..
yeah..
it's always about the fucking money..
so what the fuck was it..
i think i deserve a better explanation..
not some stupid lame excuse u always give..
fine..
i hope the guy u chose loves u more than i do..
and spends fucking more money on you..
fucking lots more..

* L’homme est d’abord ce qui se jette vers un avenir..
** et ce qui est conscient de se projeter dans l’avenir..
(people are like dice, we throw ourselves in the direction we choose)