thank god

thank god for rough and shitty times after my ord..
thank god for banging my car against my friend's one..
thank god for making me too lazy to find a job..
thank god for getting me fucking pissed with daddy..
thank god for helping me lose all my money..
thank god for making daddy ban me from using the car..
thank god for taking away all my ambitions..
thank god for making me still not talk to daddy..
thank god for causing mummy to be damned piss at me..
thank god for helping me accept being a loser..
thank god for allowing me to fuck around everday at home..
thank god for fucking up everything i do now..
thank god for making my hair stylist fuck up my hair..
thank god for giving me a i can't be fucking bothered attitude..
and finally..
thank god for letting me believe in a miracle that would never fucking happen..

* it may if a miracle happens..
** but it's called a miracle because it doesn't happen..