Money Not Enough 2

gosh..
i just finished watching the movie..
Money Not Enough 2 by Jack Neo..
woah..
i thought it was a really touching and motivating movie..
somehow i see so many of my characteristics..
portrayed in the movie..

i am very moved by the ending..
about how 3 brothers were fighting among themselves..
to see who's responsibility was it..
to take care of their sick and dying mother..

i can imagine it..
the horrible and selfish image of myself..
10 years..
20 years..
30 years..
down the road..
the me i would have become..
it was as if..
the movie showed me..
what might happen in our family..

i teared a little..
when i finished watching the movie..
to see how a mother would sacrifice so much..
for the sake of her own children..
she loves them so much..
only to be neglected when she is old..

sigh..
is this a moment in time from the future..
if i continue to behave like this..
i'm pretty sure this would happen..

mummy loves me the most..
yet i am the one that makes her worry the most..
what to do..
i've become who i am..
the most fucked up person in the family..

i don't know..
i don't know la..
just leave me alone and give me my own space..

stop nagging me..
please stop fucking nagging me..

* there are no shortcuts to any place worth going..
** go confidently in the direction of your dreams.. live the life you have imagined..