Platonic Love

" Platonic love is a chaste and strong type of love that is non-sexual. The term "platonic love" can also be referred to as a secret love or an unrequited love.

A platonic friendship brings together people of the opposite sex and joins them in the strong bond of friendship. A person does not have to be your boyfriend or girlfriend to be your companion. Opposite sex individuals can share laughs and tears and develop lifelong platonic friendships. "

u would not believe if i told u that the first time i saw her..
i called her names like 'simple simple stupid stupid'..
'airport'..
'小笨'..
hahaha..
thinking back..
i wish i had not been so mean to her..

it's so funny how love twirls u around for the ride..
when i first met her 2 years old..
i could not even imagine that i would even have feelings for her..
she is just like a GND..
plain jane..
someone nice to irritate and tease..
still remember the first few times i laughed at her..
like when she poured coffee on the client's files..
like when she had to file GST F7s not once but twice..
like how she overslept and came to work so late..
hahahahahahahaha

i guess to her..
i was like the most irritating and petty guy she has ever met..
still remember the SYOG incident where i got pissed at her over something so small..
haha..
yes i admit it was my pettiness that caused us to argue at mac..
we argued for like a few weeks..
even to the extent of calling each other names..
at that point of time..
i even de-friended her..
HAHAHAHAHA..
now that's so lame right..
but honestly i really thought i was going to write her off as one of those gals..
that i have already forgotten..

lol..
but we 'kissed' and made up..
well not literally..
don't know leh..
but that incident caused us to be like even closer..

remember the vivo incident?
i was so hungry but u had to accompany your friend to buy her STUFF..
when u keep calling me..
i couldn't stop laughing to myself..
that was like one of the few moments where i thought u might be the one..

never mind..
have not started to have feelings for u at that point of time..
it was after watching that movie..
'Life As We Know It'..
that i started to have some feelings for u..
the movie was so us la..
i don't know if u realised..
2 persons hating each other so much..
that would not even dream of being together..
in the end falling in love..
hahaha..
why did u have to choose that movie..
i don't think u realised u made me fall in love with u..
just by feeding me that cheeszy hotdog..
well..
it was not the first time u fed me..
like that time at ikea eating the meatballs..
gosh..
why is all the memories flooding back in my head..
hai..
but but but..
i already told u i would never date a gal from the workplace..
do u want me to eat my words now..
hahahah..

not sure whether is it u that is looking cuter..
or am i just lowing down my expectations to like a gal..
hahaha..
crap la..
not sure why..
but your looks are slowly growing on me..
like the way u are so understanding to me..
i can't help but be nicer to u..
it was like suddenly i didn't feel like laughing at u anymore..
i didn't feel like making fun of u..
or putting u down anymore..
lol..
WHY LA..
i told myself to be nicer to u..
and guess what la..
YOU BECAME SO NICE TOO..

the D&D yesterday was mind blowing..
i was so hesitant to get u the lily..
but i just had to..
didn't imagine the lily would make u so happy..
u looked so beautiful when u walked towards my car..
didn't want to say anything..
but eventually i told u..
u smelt so good..
man..
my heart was like thumping so hard..
that i thought u might even hear it..
but i had to play it cool and pretend i didn't even notice..
during the car ride to mbs..
i kept stealing glances at u..
but u always had to look back..
the whole time i was like imagining u in my head.
when u were just beside me..
LOL..
i don't know how to describe that feeling in words..

after the D&D..
i can't believe u forgot that the flower was in the car..
i tried to persuade u to change your mind to fetch her to the taxi stand..
but u said why am i being so selfish and reluctant..
okie lor..
listen to u..
then let her see the flower i got for u..
haha..
she's prob going to ask u so many questions soon..

after dropping her off..
we went to altitude bar..
lol..
u know..
i was so happy there i wished we could be there forever..
u were sitting beside me..
our faces were so close that i could smell your perfume..
we talked..
we laughed..
u fed me with the straw..
lol..
for a moment i thought i was in heaven..

then came the BOMB..
i jokingly told u i was a bit disappointed that i didn't get to 'eat u' tonight..
u leaned forward..
your lips so close to my face..
then u whispered so eroticly into my ear..
'how do you want to eat me?'
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..
u know..
i was so stunned i did not know how to react..
for a moment i imagined myself grabbing your head and pushing my lips into yours..
hahaha..
but lucky u reacted quicker than me..
and leaned back into your seat
for a split second i was speechless..
then i laughed..
i laughed and smiled at u..
while inside my heart i was like..
damn.. did that almost just happened..

anyway..
i know your character too well..
i sort of guess that u might be testing me..
u were so playful the whole night..
that it was abit not normal..
u were kind of flirtly..
we never spoke like this before..
like how u grabbed my hand when we walked down the stairs..
like how u whispered into my ears..
is it just me..
or are u starting to have feelings for me as well..

lol..
i don't know if u remembered i told u i would never fall for a gal as plain as u..
hahahaha..
well i hope u forgot about it..

u said we had a platonic relationship..
is it still true?

tell me..
tell me now..

* Love is when thoughts of but one woman fill your heart, when she means more than life to you, when you know you would do anything for her and shall die if she is taken from you..
** Desire is when you ache to see her and touch her, when she causes your body to burn and tremble..
*** Desire does not demand love before it can ensnare u, but desire with love creates a powerful bond..