Something Beautiful Something Ugly

this is taken from miss xx best friend's blog..
she is a natural poet..
and really talented..
haha.. if only she knew i was complementing her..

' i'll be the rainbow when your skies are grey,
the sparkling light admist the heavy night,
the sunshine after the lonesome rain
and the images when you lose your sight. '

so beautiful..
yet so sad..
are u referring to miss xx in the poem..
i'm just guessing..
but it feels like her..

miss xx is feeling very sad now..
most probably about soccer guy..
yet i'm too selfish to comfort her..
too proud to lend her a shoulder..
all i think is about myself..
the arrogant and rotten me..
we are slowly drifting apart..
and its because of me..
not all the exams or your school reopen crap..

* if only u knew..
** if only u knew how horrible a person i am..