1st June 2008

yesterday was one of the best day of my life..
it really was..
i never imagined we would ever meet again..
but we did..
u left me..
so many months ago..
did not even contact me..
did not even reply my sms..
only dropped me one retarded email..
that consisted of only 1 fucking sentence..
how thoughtful can u be..
but still..
fate allowed us to meet again..
u were pretty hostile the first time we met..
after such a long time..
trying to act like u were all tough and shit..
but no no no..
worked my charm on you la..
tiu..
saued u in no time man..
hahahahahah..
why do u always have to pretend u never had feelings for me..
and why do u always have to purposely say opposite things..

we walked around bugis yesterday..
i wanted to hold your hand..
but u refused to let me..
instead u only allowed me to hook your last finger..
hahah..
and what were u thinking?
u said only your boyfriend could hold your hand..
and i wasn't..
later we sat below the DHL balloon..
and watched it rise into the sky..
chilled and talk many things there..
i brought u to Indulgez for dinner after that..
u were so naughty and irritating there..
the place was supposed to be a romantic one..
but u were so loud..
so unlady-like..
u talked and laughed like we were the only persons there..
u ate with your mouth open..
talked while still chewing your food..
so paiseh u know..
the lady from Indulgez offered me a brochure..
told me that they offered wedding events and other functions..
she said something like if i wanted to marry my girlfriend..
or plan a surprise for her..
they could always arrange it..
hahahahaha..
when she said it..
i was just grinning to myself..
you were acting all interested..
and keep nodding your head..
which made the lady go on and on even more..
finally i said to the lady..
maybe i'm still too young to get married..
and we both had a little laugh..
u laughed too..
when the lady left..
u asked me..
what the lady was talking about..
and when i told u..
that u agreed with the lady u wanted to marry me..
u were like..
NOOOOOOOO...
and started pulling my ears..
hahahaha...
now that's fucking cute..
that is the max i know..
and that is the max i love..
u said, "I don't know why u love and like me?"
i just smiled and didn't reply..
well..
u don't need a reason to love somebody..
i love u because u are u..
i love u because u are max..

after dinner..
we walked and strolled around aimlessly..
hand me hand..
at that time..
u wouldn't let go of my arm..
took my hand and led me wherever u want to go
even hugged and kissed me so openly in public..
hahah..
made me kind of embarassed..
BUT I LIKED IT LIKE CRAZY..

when u left..
i thought my love for u will eventually die..
that it would just fizzle away and become a memory..
when u appeared..
i realised i never stopped liking you..
i only took a break..
hahahaha...
maybe we will only see each other for a few days..
maybe we will not even last a week..
but..
as always..
we created another lovely memory..
we spent that wonderful yesterday together..
and we will both remember it..
forever...
forever and ever..
even if i might never see u again..
i will always remember yesterday..
1st of June 2008..

* love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it..
** those who do, will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, will never, never forget it..