Solace After The Rain

i feel so relieved..
so happy that the deloitte interview went well..
have not been confirmed yet..
but i am most probably going to be employed..
finally..
my first job..
the start of my career in a Big 4..
i have been waiting for this day..
and it has finally arrived..

u left today..
without even texting me good bye..
i wanted to call u before my interview..
but i guess u would not pick up anyway..
i don't blame u..
maybe this is just the way u say good bye..
i wonder what u are thinking about now.
whether u're feeling sad on the plane..
remembering the times we spent together..
i love u my dear..
thank you loving me..
even though it has been a short few weeks..
we said good bye..
promising to visit each other soon..
i hope we both can do something..
to keep the promise alive..

it is going to be the start of a lifelong career for me..
once i start working for deloitte..
i am going to put my heart and soul into the job..
i will crave out for myself a career..
and be very very happy..
am i going to meet gals better than gina?..
of course i am..
but u will always have a place in my heart..
take care my dear gina..
i will see u soon..
very very soon..
i hope..

* if we love someone so much, can we take it that we will be apart one day?..
** is it possible that we love someone, but is not afraid of losing them..