Princess

can't believe i am suddenly so addicted to blogging..
how long has it been..
still remembered i stopped for like 1 year..
then suddenly i have been blogging for 3 days in a row..

now u are constantly on my mind..
i think about u the moment before i go to bed..
and u are the first person i think of the moment i wake up..
somemore i get to see u ALL DAY in the office..
hehehe.
i can't seem to get u out of my mind..

it was as if u changed from an ugly duckling to a princess overnight..
just a few weeks ago i was laughing at your 'curtain' dressing..
putting u down for being so slow and lazy..
laughing at your clumsiness..
lol..
now i just can't bring myself to say anything that would hurt your feelings..
why la..
what is happening to me..
it is like u have taken my heart away from me..
and locked it inside u..
i can't help but smile whenever i see your cute face..

heys heys..
did u know what happened to the clown that was sitting in front of the glass door..
i don't see her anymore..
hahaha..
where did u hide her?

so wanted to talk to u when u reached the office..
but u did not turn on your communicator..
=(..
approached u but u seemed so busy..
then i did not want to disturb u..
so just gei siao print email one by one..
then walk to printer and gaze at you..
but i'm glad we went home together..
at least i had u all for myself for a short while today..
=)..

lol..
liking a gal in the workplace can be tricky..
pros..
u get to see the one u like so often..
both of u will be like always together..
how sweet is that..
cons..
so many kaypohs who want to find out..
cannot hold her hand if not later so many people gossip..
lol..

don't know la..
worried abit for u..
i don't want u to be teased by the rest..
i mean..
it's fine if everything is directed at me..
just hope u won't suffer..

hmmm..
she has become bolder..
sending me a picture we took at little ice cream kafe where i told her how i felt..
then making me imagine who she is thinking of..
rrrrr..
even to the extend of giving me a future name..
lol..
"baby boy"..
like since when do u plan so far ahead..

first time i am losing control of the rules of attraction..
usually i am the one in control..
but now it feels like she is holding my nose and bringing me wherever she wants..
so irritating..
since when did u have so much control over me..
i should be the master and u are the slave u know..
not the other way round..

sometimes i wonder if she actually does have any feelings for me..
i mean..
we were just only goods friends until like last week..
wah so easy meh..
just be nice to u abit..
then suddenly everything just took off..
lol..
i wonder..
if i had been nicer to u at the start..
i wonder where we would be right now..
lol..
in my arms?
haha..
fat hope..

feeling apprehensive..
worried about the future..
not sure what to expect..
delicious ambiguity..

* Love is like playing the piano, for you have to play it by the rules..
** Then you slowly forget the rules, and play it by your heart..
*** I found you..