A Little Piece of Heaven

u looked so angelic today..
short black dress with black leggings..
oh my gosh..
my nose bled when i saw your dressing..
quick stuff some tampons into my nose..

i asked u..
how many heads u want to turn at the AGM tonight..
u said..
as many heads as possible..
=(..
then u added..
but 1 homeless pig's head would do..
hehehe..
i could not stop grinning to myself in the office..

i realised..
u never fail to make me laugh..
nowadays..
being with u..
always makes me so happy..
i wish u will continue and continue..
to make me smile everyday..

feel so close to u right now..
it is like..
u are almost mine..
my small requests..
my little wants..
u will not say no..
'I m fine wif anything. Y not u make e plan'
hehehe..

went back to my place after work..
so that i can change before heading to the AGM..
it feels like bringing my gf back to my house..
u saw my mum and dad..
what did u think?
did u like them..
as much as u like me?

u know how sometimes u dream about things..
like winning 4d or toto..
i did it BRO..
my dream came through today..
i got the royal flush..
lol..
and it all happened at the Arena..

both of us reached quite late..
they had already started drinking..
got a few drinks for dear dear..
was pretty chill out at the start..
then after awhile..
they started downing more and more..

could see that dear dear was getting abit high..
she started talking louder and louder..
she seems so excited..
i glanced at her..
she was busy talking to the rest..
dear dear and i took a picture..
with her arms around my shoulder..
hehehe..
so happy..
but when i saw the picture she took with chinaman..
was abit envious of that idiot..
lol..
cannot cannot be petty..
if not later dear dear not happy..

we laughed and we joked..
thought today would be a normal night..
but all was about to change..

sometimes in life..
u look back at those life changing moments..
where u knew..
from that moment on..
your life had changed forever..
tonight was one of those moments..

i wanted to smoke..
so me and dear dear went outside the club..
i looked at her lovingly..
finally a quiet moment just the 2 of us..
hehe..
on the way back into the club..
she looked back at me..
then hooked her arms into mine..
her gentle fingers trying to grasp my hand..
at first i thought she just brushed my fingers..
then i realised..
she was trying to hold my hand..
heheh..
i was so stunned..
i mean..
was so shy before tonight to even stand in her presence..
but now the angel was trying to hold my hand..
i act blur and played along..
letting her fingers guide themselves into hand..

we held hands for awhile..
very briefly..
once inside..
she let go..
lol..
at that point i thought..
hmmm..
maybe her hands were just itchy or what..
hahahah..

later..
i went to look for dear dear and chinaman who went to the toilet..
saw them on the way back to the table..
chinaman ran off first..
then left the 2 of us..
she turned around to reach for my hands..
heheheh..
i gave it to her..
she held my hands..
and led me to stand beside the music equipment..
we made small talk..
all the while i could not stop smiling..
looking at her hands grasping my hands gently..
boy..
is this heaven or what..

dear dear got quite high afterwards..
she was dancing quite wildly on the dance floor..
first time see her so let loose and wild..
hehehe..
i loved it..

we went back to our table..
she would secretly grasp my hand underneath the table..
and when she saw someone coming..
she would gei siao let go..
lol..
i like..
later she again took my hands..
and put it around her waist..
then leaned gently in my arms
smiling so sweet and whispering softly in my ears..
MAN..
i could not resist anymore..
and put my arms around her..
at that moment..
i felt like we were a real couple already..
so blissfully happy..
as if it was a dream..

when we left the club..
it was as if our hands bua tio superglue..
no matter how hard i tried..
my hands just seem to end up together with hers..
heheheh..
i could not stop holding your hand..
if u did not know..
i so love holding hands..

we went to coffee club afterwards..
could not stop staring at her cute face across the table..
my oh my..
is that the cutest face ever or what..
i asked her..
is R more important than me..
she answered..
of course R la..
i asked her..
'is that your final answer?'.
AH HAHAHAH..
but intelligent dear dear immediately answered..
'can i call a friend?'
AH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH..
i seriously could not stop laughing
then she added..
'she wants to be a millionaire'.
AH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
and the funniest line tonight goes to dear dear..

in the car..
on the way back to her house..
our hands still refused to separate..
not even giving our palms some air to breathe..
heheheh
i am so so so overjoyed..
i don't know how to describe it..
then once in a while..
she would tenderly lay on my shoulder while i drove..
while i stroked her fingers..
if this is not heaven..
i don't know what is..

at the lift of her block..
we bid farewell..
before she entered the lift..
she turned and faced me..
then gently pecked me on the lips..
my mind went blank..
i fell in love..

i will ask her to be mine soon..
soon..
very soon..

and our love story began today..

* To love someone is nothing..
** To be loved is something..
*** But to be loved in return by the one you love is everything..