Glimpses of the Future

can't believe the 'nagging' started so fast..
lol..
hehehe..

1. wash hands after using toilet..
2. cannot smoke more than 5 sticks a day..
3. cannot cut my fags..
4. go for hair transplant..
5. cannot watch too many videos..
6. cannot gamble..
7. cannot take drugs..
8. get nicer clothes..
9. cannot hold hands within office vicinity..
10. go to the gym and workout..
11. cannot eat too much fried stuff..
12. limit sugar intake..
13. be nicer to family..
14. eat dinner with parents downstairs
15. don't pass evil comments about others..
16. to consider getting an iPhone..
17. must use tissue to dig my nose..
18. sing a song for dear dear

wah..
so soon already spell out so many conditions for me..
i think i need to get a notebook soon..
so that i can constantly remind myself..

lol..
what am i getting myself into..
hehehe..
dear dear..
please be kinder to me can..
feeling abit overwhelmed by your requests..

but but..
i will try my best to change for u..
i love u so much right now..
i feel that there is nothing i cannot do for u right now..

feeling so happy..
getting to talk to u everyday..
knowing that there is someone who is so concerned about me..
hate those days where i am always alone in the house..
soon those days will be gone..
now that i know u will be by my side..

dear dear..
i like it when u tell me..
let's go explore new places and try new food..
i like to hear..
that u want to cuddle on the bed and watch a movie in my room..
i like to know..
that u are wondering when we will be going for our first overseas trip..

i guess all these come in a package..
hehehe..
some good..
some 'not so good'..
but at the end of the day..
as long as u are happy..
i guess that would make me so happy too..

i know u have your doubts and concerns..
that it might not work out for us..
i hope that i will slowly change that mindset of yours..
that u will realise..
how wonderful it is to be in love..
to be in love with this ugly toad..

i love u for who u are..
maybe u are so perfect right now..
that there is nothing i want u to change..
except for u to continue to feed me..
and to love me more and more with each passing day..

dear dear..
i don't know what the future holds for us..
but i would not worry about it..
as i know..
all that matters..
is that i have found u..

* Happiness is knowing that somewhere, there is someone who only cares for you, someone who will pick you up when you fall..
** Someone who only knows you, who will hold you when you cry and embrace you when you smile..
*** Happiness is when you know that person is just for you..